im back from my cruise trip. =)

im having mixed feelings all through out the past week.

basically..last week was probably one of the best weeks of my life.

chalet on sunday.
dinner and hung out at sammie's place on monday.
valentine's day dinner with sammie at my garden at my place on tuesday.
day out shopping and chilling with sammie in town on wednesday.
helping sammie with her packing on thursday.
ktving with sammie and fred on friday.
out getting sth impt@Millenia.. chilling@tcc.. dinner@creation and sheesha@BoatQuay with harn rach car fred june and dap on saturday.
sending sammie off to shanghai on sunday morning.
leaving for cruise trip on sunday afternoon.

my has it been a memorable week. getting to spend so much time with sammie before she leaves was definitely great. funny how it made me a happier marcus through and through. i guess that's love. =)

but now that she's left..somehow life dun feel the same anymore. there were times on my cruise trip where i would jus sit and stare at the ocean and memories of us jus keep on flashing by and it goes on for hours. i guess thats love too. =)

cant help calling sammie on my mum's cellphone cuz i couldnt use mine during the cruise trip. it must have been at least a handful of calls. i guess thats love again. but this time maybe plus a tiny tinge of being unfilial cuz my mum's gotta pay for the bills? =)

i want my sammie back!

and yes. im heading for shanghai. =)