jus got back.

basically. i've never been more disappointed and upset.

but i guess thats life.

the more ur concerned abt someone. the more the someone dun appreciate it.

dun u tink so?

thats why i tink i go unappreciated most of the time.

i give up. seriously.

there are jus some things that i realised i cant do anythin abt.

Something's wrong with me todae.
I wonder why.
Couldnt put my heart to do work at all.
Feeling blue.

Its been a great week.

Saturday was spent at Joy's place. it was a gathering for all of us before she leaves for england. it was nice catching up with everybody and laughin over good old times. nice feeling. i like. seeing frens i havent seen in a while definitely lifted my spirits too.

Dance classes on sunday. i realised im not so hopeless after all. startin to enjoy myself and amazed at wad i could do when i tot i couldnt do. nice and fun.

Monday was spent with sammie.
Tuesday was spent with sammie.
Wednesday was spent with sammie. watched movie.
Thursday was spent with sammie. ate prata.
haha. totally crazy. but its 4 crazy days which i reali enjoyed. =)

oh. zelia's back cuz her granny passed away. was worried at first. attended her granny's funeral on tues. good to see she's alrite.

wednesday was spent meetin up with laverne.celeste.manfred.aeron.kenny.may.dion at villa bali. its seriously a nice place. i love it. had pretty much laughs the whole night. totally enjoyed myself.

Dad's coming back tonight. airport again. and end of havoc times. haha.

My.Fav.Pic.Of.The.Night! =) 

Haha.Spastic. 

Orh-lenge.Eh-ple 

Us.Again! 

Sheila.Shayne.Mingyi.Marcus 

Fred.Joy.Shayne.Marc 

Me.And.The.Girls! 

Take.Two 

At.Joy's.Place! 

seriously. i duno wads wrong with me these days.

i realised i dislike endings and goodbyes. dun ask me why. i jus do.

i had a splendid past 5 days. with great hellos but disappointing goodbyes.

but im still happy nonetheless. its these kinda nice company whom i like spendin my time with.

its the kind of feeling they give which keeps me going.

i realised i expect alot from pple too. which explains why i end up disappointed most of the time.

marcus. its time to change. change. change.

i feel abused.

i feel a tinge of disappointment.

but.

somehow i feel happy too. haha.

i had a great time last night. =)

except the fact that ive got multiple bruises on me.

thanks to somebody. ouch.

175 more days to ORD!

4 more months to clearing leave.

its arriving. i can smell it!

BMW330Ci!


man. jus look at this. my campmate's new car! oh my gosh. life is unfair. fancy a 20 yr old owning a 330Ci? this is madness. there's only 4 in spore. even the smg gearbox is so cool. and the steerin wheel is like f1 style. im jealous. and a jealous man is an angry man. -takes out penknife- haha. jus kidding. i love his car. esp when the top is down. very soon i'll get a convertible ride in his car down orchard. haha. nice. cant wait. =)

met up with fred and laverne for prata outside my place last night. i jus cant get enough of those pratas after all these years. haha. after that we went holland village to meet emme and nel. stop over at breko and had a couple of beer. me and fred wasnt exactly dressed to club. so we dropped the idea of clubbing and went to chill instead. nel and emme introduced us to a pretty place down at dempsey road. my. its reali deserted. but the place is seriously nice. its a wine place. so we ordered a french kiss and a merlot. i still prefer white wine after all these years. red wine is definitely not for me.

oh. and laverne went high again. and fred was kinda poor thing too. he was driving so he couldnt drink that much. saw christopher lee there. anywae. we stole wine glasses from them cuz all the workers left after they closed. haha. no one to stop us. haha. after that. it was supper at bukit timah. nice porridge. and nice heavenly tofu! fred sent them back to NIE hall after that. before leaving for my place. he didnt bring his keys. so he slept over at my place. was supposed to watch soccer. but both of us fell aslp watchin. haha.

dad left for china today. hope he'll have a fun and safe trip. =)

i finally caught "san ge hao ren"(one more chance)! haha. caught it last friday at ps. allan.huiling.yongxiang.jianlong.jiahao. it was pretty alright. tho the ending was quite adsurd. the show was funny. haha. its the sort of movie that makes u laugh. so its good i suppose. =)

went malaysia on sat. satisfied my craving for good food again. cheap and good. seriously worth it. u guys shud go try it when u can. u wun regret it. i promise. haha.

oh. i finally started street hiphop dances on sunday! haha. dun laugh at me ok. im not good but im willing to learn. haha. will be going for classes every sunday now. and did i mentioned that the dance instructor is like super duper hot too. man. how can i not join. haha. oh no.

oyah. sunday was my mum's bday too. Happy birthday mum! =)

had family dinner at no signboard restaurant at esplanade. man. had good food yet again. the crabs were like huge. enormous. gigantic. haha. was totally full. but treat for my stomach. and definitely burnt a hole in my sister's wallet. haha =)

monday was spent with fred laverne emme nel and aeron. went window shopping. wheelock. lido. far east. bugis and bugis village. man. my legs were aching already. and yes. me and fred finally found our all-time favourite thai restaurant at bugis! SIMPLY THAI! gosh. it has been like 2 years? ever since it closed down at citilink we havent been eating it. such a relief! =) now i can satisfy my craving for tomyam soup anytime. haha. great.

laverne: thanks for being so special babe. im glad i finally found a fren like you who makes the effort to keep friendships going. ur a gem girl. dun worry abt it yea. our friendship wun die jus bcuz zelia has left. at least u will still have me to make the effort to keep the friendships going strong together. i promise. marc.fred.laverne.minru.zelia.aeron.gordon.celeste. we'll definitely keep it going yup? =)

oh oh. i forget to mention somethin unbelievable. fred got 4 summons in the space of 2 days. man. it totalled up to 180 bucks. man. its crazy. dun ask me how it happened. im still in shock too. stupid traffic police.

oh. dad's leaving for china this thurs. so that means i'll have the car to myself again! haha. the good times are gettin back on track again. =)

havent been out much this week.

i duno why. jus dun feel like stepping out again once i get home.

sold my duty on tuesday and stayed at home.

feeling tired.

not jus physically. but of everything. sigh.

hate this feeling. it reali sucks.

farked up superiors reali didnt make me feel any better.

good thing is that im on off tml.

but mum went for cruise. so that means home alone with me facing the emptiness of the house again.

this is reali not helping at all. sigh.

He.Made.Us.Tiramisu! 

Our.Econs.Teacher.Mr.Peh! 

Bowlers.Table.For.Sajc.Alumni.Dinner 

Wads.Left.Of.Class.02S92. 

Me.Harnie.In.Da.Car 

Sending.Zelia.Off.With.Her.Presents. 

The.Boy.Band! 

That.Night.At.The.Airport 

Pretty.Skies.At.Sentosa! 

That.Night.At.Fullerton.=) 

im happy. haha. why? cuz my cravings for dosages of friends have finally been satisfied! =)

time to recall.

saturday last week was spent with camp mates. allan. his gf huiling. jiahao. lai. jianlong. we were supposed to watch bewitched tgt but there were no more tix. went fish & co for dinner. it was good. esp my sharkie freeze. man. its damn good. haha. since there wasnt a movie to catch. we went in search of our own excitement. haha. jiahao's bro has an old proton wira from the insurance company to drive. so since its not his car we took it out for a spin at pasir ris. haha. fun. yes. we went driftin! haha. going down straights at 100+ km/h and pulling the handbrake while turning. man. serious adrenaline rush. haha. simply great.

sunday was spent at sentosa with the bowlers! fred. jack. aaron. liang. ben. daph. harn. it was good. havent been to sentosa in a while and it changed so much! there's actually a sheltered carpark in between siloso and palawan. great. now driving in is no longer a hassle! the weather was sizzling that day. all of us got burnt. and real badly. but we still had fun. will upload the photos soon. then u'll know why we had fun. haha. dinner at crystal jade xiao long bao. treat for my stomach for the second day running. haha. nightmare for my wallet the second day running too. haha.

was supposed to join zel laverne and fred at zel's uncle's pub somewhere in kallang on monday night. but didnt go cuz i had to give tuition.

speaking of zelia. she's back in canada right now. she left on wednesday and we sent her off. fred. lav. rach. aeron. gordon. celeste. and her other frens. took lotsa photos. will upload them soon too. was reading fred's blog the other day. come to tink of it. its quite true. seems like zelia was the one who managed to bond all of us tgt again. its a good thing. but now that she's gone. will we still hang out like when she's ard? or will the next time i see them be the time when zelia comes back again? we'll wait and see i guess. =)

thursday was my off day. didnt do much. jus stayed at home most of the day. except meeting up with fred for pool. it was good. both of us are improving more now. tho i lost the M&Ms pool league. im not giving up. it jus gives me the motivation to work harder. haha. =)

met up with sammie on friday. picked her up from school and we went great world. had podoromo for dinner. it was good. third time in the week im eating good food. seriously satisfied. haha. yes. but bad for wallet. haha. watched perfect catch. it was quite funny. but its the sorta jokes u need a while to get it. haha. the show was quite predictable. so it was alright for me i guess. haha. im pretty hard to please sometimes.
anywae. dun hafta apologize to me girl. i know u were tired that day. i shud be sorry for dragging u out. but lucky i did. if not. my friday wouldnt be complete. =)

had sajc alumni dinner in school ydae. nice to meet up with some frens i havent seen in a while. and definitely the teachers too. haha. and one of my teachers was nice enuff to treat us to tiramisu he made himself! man. male teachers do reali surprise pple. u never know wad they are capable of. haha. went ktv after the dinner. we sang from midnight to 4am! man. i was tired. but wads the tiredness if the time was well spent? =) haha. sorry guys i was hogging the microphone. i jus cant help myself. haha.

hmmz..im having an off day tml! nice. =)

alright. im off for now. photos will be up reali soon. i promise. right now. i jus need to catch up on those badly needed sleep. before it runs away from me again. zzzzzzz.....