yawn..tired after ydae's duty..it was rather sickening..pple callin the office in the middle of the night after 1am regularly at half an hour intervals..haha..couldnt even slp at all..and i answered calls for all kinds of reasons..first it was this 3 servicemen who got arrested by police at the airport cuz they brought back illegal weapons after their training exercise in thailand..then their clerk was makin a fuss out of it in the middle of the night..callin every hour to ask how to do this how to do that..argh..then there was this HARDWORKIN officer who called at 2am to tell me he's comin back to camp..like wth!!?? but thats ok..but when he came back..he cant find the keys and woke me up to open the office for him! goodness..how nice can he be..then there were this two idiots who called to report that they were sick..and seeing doctor..one at 4am and the other at 5.30am..they reported sick for headache and flu!??! like wth again!??! crazy pple..i'll rather wait till the sun is out before goin to see the doc..goodness.. dun ever let me find out who are they..or else...

alright..thats enuff..but that wasnt the onli bad thing..the com had to die on me..so i had to write out the entire report in the end..it was 3 full pages long..i seriously felt like i was writin an essay or sth..haha.. but nvm..shant complain..at least i had some fun tho..i managed a 10 hour movie marathon in camp ydae..it started with bourne supremacy..then the whole ten yards..then about schimdt..then shrek 2..and finally the day after tomorrow...haha..yes..the colours do show sth..red being not bad show and blue being wasting my time..haha..oyah..and i watched transformers too..haha..brought back lotsa childhood memories..i used to catch the show when i was 3 or sth? haha..that was a long long time back man..but i didnt get to watch garfield tho..darn..nvm..i shall go borrow and watch..haha..

alright..let me see wads up this week..army open house is on fridae..lets pray i'll get half day off..haha..and fridae's final theory test too..come on..i must pass and tp here i come! =)

been pretty long since i last blogged eh..my world seems to be spinnin faster than i can take it..time's like flyin by so fast i can hardly catch my breath..

anywae..i was finally on my own in office last week..still handling things pretty okae now i guess..yup..jus hope things will run smoothly..but kinda irritated..i've got mob standby during nov and dec..argh..and the dec one falls during christmas..gosh..this sucks..jus hope they wouldnt activate the dec one..the nov one will be jus fine..-prays-

and driving's goin pretty smoothly too..final theory's on fri..looks like i hafta slow down my lessons a bit..im goin a little ahead of schedule..so if nothing goes wrong..licence in oct! =) thats wad im really lookin forward to..haha..

ydae was my off dae..life is good! haha..met june and dap in the afternn for ktv session..tink we sang from 2 to 7 right..haha..they kept saying i sing chinese songs with an accent..like some english speakin pple singing liddat..haha..where got?! i never realised it before lor..june and dap! dig ya ears ok!? haha..then after ktv..we met liang ben and harn for dinner at pizza hut..it was enjoyable talkin and crappin away..had lotsa laughs..pretty fun night out..we shud do this more often..haha..

and yes..i wanna make a comment..girls these days are changing! haha..getting lazy to even clean up their rooms..guys arent even that lazy! wads the world coming to!?!??! -glances at june dap and harn- lol

oyah..dad wants me to sing for some national jap song comp..goodness..i dun even know jap how to sing..and i dun wanna sing those old songs..anybody wanna be kind enuff to recommend me a nice jap pop song? haha..

and yes..i must take SAT too..havent been studyin for so long..im so gonna die..

5 day week..pls start soon!!

i seriously swear that having driving everydae is killin me..haha..been like home late everydae of the week cuz of driving..but its alright..im already one third there within a week! haha..hope i'll get my licence next month..whee! cant wait to start driving...im sick of public transport already..

ydae met up with josh in the afternn to shop and watch movie in town..haha..he lives in novena..he drives..and he was late by 1 and a half hour..haha..lucky i anticipated it..so i went later too..but still had to wait for him la..anywae he was quite funny..fancy a 20 yr old driving an E class mercedes to town..haha..he's freakin lazy..we went shoppin at pac plaza..then we decided to go cine..he said he was too lazy to walk there..so he decided to drive there..haha..he's one hell of a shopper too..spending 300 bucks on clothes on the very first shop we went...and spendin more later on..i spent like 100 plus too..thanx to him..haha..okae...anywae we caught alien vs predator..we seriously tot it was a dumb show..and it was reali a dumb show..it was suppose to be a thriller or action movie or sth..but it turned out to be a comedy! the whole cinema was laughin their heads off..haha..pple..go catch it and u'll know wad i mean..haha..

came home at ard 8 cuz my mum organised some buffet at home..it was quite fun listening to all my uncles rubbishin and all..then my aunties came to tok to me..tellin me like my cousins all dun wanna study and stuff..all they do is jus watch soccer on tv..and playin card games..kinda reminded me of how i was back then when i was their age..but i jus told them its jus part and parcel of a boy's life right? i was liddat too..but i was kinda enlightened after mid yr in sec4..so i suppose my cousins will be the same also..my aunties are like so worried abt them but they cant do anythin..i told them i'll help them..but i wonder how i can cuz there's hardly any time..i'll jus see wad i can do i guess..then after that i drank with my uncles..funny how my uncles onli drink beer..haha..i couldnt stand so much beer so i drank vodka with my two crazy aunties...sorta having a hangover now..finished almost a bottle last night..im seriously gettin bad at drinkin...

oyah..jiawei's playin in the semi finals todae at olympics..reali hope she wins..im definitely not in favour of foreign talent..but i tink she's not reali the china chinese..cuz she came to spore reali young..ya..so spore sort of like groomed her..so we shud be reali proud if she wins..still rem the days in stta at toa payoh when i was training with her..tho she was thrashin almost every guy back then..i seriously never expected her to be wad she is todae..haha..so come on jiawei! come on everybody..lets cheer her on!

josh said sth funny todae..haha..cant reali rem wad exactly he said..it went sth like this..
josh: driving is a hassle in town ( refering to the heavy traffic jam in town )
me: thats why sometimes i tink taking public transport is better.
josh: but then gotta squeeze with pple. the onli good thing is can see girls.
me: isnt that good enuff..at least can see girls..driving that time cannot wad.
josh: ah..but u see..take public transport u can see girls..but if u drive..U GET GIRLS..
haha..

driving started on thurs..it was pretty fun at first..at least the first lesson..cuz the instructor was pretty nice..and he gave me 4 stamps..haha..i'll rem car 106..hope i'll get him in future..
i tink the worst was the 2nd lesson..car 77..he was jus so terrible..he kept smsing when i was driving..then when he sms finish..he look up..he slammed on the brake..then ask me why i never stop when i was still abt 20 metres behind the car in front? gosh..i tink his gf was like quarrellin with him or sth..can see that he was like quite frustrated..jus my luck that i got him..in the end he gave me like 1 stamp..and hope i wun be seeing anymore of him.. -prays-
ydae's lesson was alright..the instructor was pretty good..and i went out on the roads for the first time..=) quite cool..but he was still quite an idiot la..gave me another 1 stamp when he taught me things for the next two subjects..but its alright..hope tml will be better..

after driving ydae..went out with manfred and minru..hmmz..it was pretty fun doin all the shoppin and stuff..walkin into practically almost every shop in far east and annex..haha..spent like 5 hours plus jus walkin far east, annex and wisma..we sure took a long time eh..haha..but it was enjoyable..and not forgettin the perfect combination of me and fred yah..manfred being the usual shopper with minru..and me..the shoppin bag carrier..haha..ya anywae..after shoppin we met her bro..and we left for some bbq gatherin at her church..it was pretty alrite..havent been to a church for pretty long..but lucky the pple were nice..so ya..it was quite enjoyable..played a couple of games..remembering names and whacko..then this guy did the lemon tree guy thing for forfeit..i tot he resembled a little..haha..then after that sorta had a class on jesus before bbq starts..manfred was like such a good debator..haha..debating with this guy on the topic abt jesus and god..quite amusing to see them talk..it was reali quite funny..haha..then there was this cute boy who resembles my cousin..haha..kids these days are gettin good eh..so young but know how to spike their hair already..pretty cool..haha..reali enjoyed the dae out..especially fred eh..he havent met minru for like ages..haha..

3m's and a J!


alright..i need a haircut or i'll die in camp tml..

boo: hey u..ur going back already tml..4 months reali flies by quite fast..a blink of an eye and ur goin back..sigh..so sad k..i'm so disappointed we onli went out once! but its alright..hope u had fun back home ya..life's been treatin me the same i guess..ya..but its ok..kinda got used to it already..ya..i'll take care..wun be seeing u for a long long time..so u take care when ya back there too alrite..enjoy yaself back there ya buddy..bon voyage.. =)

oh my gosh..spore idol's like so funny..haha..banana man..ohwell..haha

todae had half dae off..day out with minru at parkway! haha..havent seen her in a while..it was pretty enjoyable goin out with her..haha..she was like tryin on colour contacts after i psychoed her to..haha..but it somehow irritated her eyes..so she was like tearing..i tink pple might tink that i bullied her or sth..cuz she was sniffin and her eyes were red..haha..yah..anywae..after that we went to starbucks and she revised her basic theory..haha..she's so funny..so 'smart'..haha..ohwell..hope she passes yah..if not i would be a lousy tutor..haha..

anywae..hopefully sat will be the 3m's outing..manfred marcus and minru..haha..

oyah..driving's schedule changed! it starts tml! =) exciting!

im so tired after a hectic past few days..

sat was funny..i went to camp at 7..chief clerk came at 7.30..the moment she stepped into the office..she was like..'wah..where is everyone?!' haha..cuz onli me and another guy was in the office..everyone else went for long weekend..she was tellin me the weather was so good..then she ask me to go walk with her and ask the other guy to man the office..haha..so i went for a long long walk with her..she was rather funny...tellin me her stories..like how my grandma would..lucky i had long conversations with my grandma before..else i wouldnt even know how to answer her..we walked for like 75min..before we went back to the office..then she left at 9.15..gosh..how slack can she be man..but nvm la..at least i got to go back early too! =)

sun was out with mingyi..haha..went to watch notebook..quite a nice show..didnt regret watchin it..lucky we didnt watch the village..haha..everyone's tellin me not to watch..i wonder why..haha..after the movie..we wanted to have dinner..but everywhere was like full..we walked from marina to suntec to millenia..to suntec then back to marina..before decidin that we shud jus go shaw tower..haha..ended up eatin subway in the end..yahz..then after that we went to catch the fireworks..and my goodness..how crowded was it man..couldnt even squeeze thru at all..ended up walkin one big round jus to go to the benjamin sheares bridge side..was jus in time to catch the fireworks..pretty cool..but i still tink the esplanade opening one a couple of years back was better..haha..yahz..actually was suppose to meet sam after that..but couldnt contact her cuz i couldnt even get thru her on the phone..stupid network!! so didnt meet her in the end..haha..kinda cool to hang out with mingyi again..and glad that she's found someone! good luck k girl..=)

then ydae was national day...but i had duty in camp..haha..how boring can my dae be..i felt so restless jus sitting in the room all dae and watchin tv..i had to answer phone calls..but there was onli like 3 phone calls the entire dae? so was kinda bored..watch mtv awards..teens choice awards..the chinese song award..some chinese show..then ndp...then spore idol! haha..it was so funny..esp that lemon tree guy..haha..owell..oyah..and ndp..my unit's gonna be in charge next year! argh..im so dead..that means lotsa shit to be done..sigh..and hope they dun choose me to go march at the parade..sigh..

todae was rather busy in the morning..had a lot of things to do..but its okae..time passes faster liddat i guess..i'll rather be busy than jus sitting around and doin nothin at all..haha..then afternoon had to go for some computer briefin on behalf of my chief clerk..kinda boring..but nvm..it ended at like 4..so i can go home early! haha..life is good! =)

reali glad things are changing for us..thanks for sparing the time to walk with me girl..reali enjoyed all the things we shared and the laughs we had..it took us reali long to take this tiny step..but i hope it'll jus be the starting of better times to come..its quite amazing how small little things liddat can make me happy..so thanx alot..=)

i hope the things u promised me are real..and not bcuz of the pure sake of sayin it..i know this is all i can do..to save a friendship between us..i've not given up on our friendship all this while..so i hope u wun too..and i'll keep my promise to u that i'll never let anythin come between us..

lastly..thanks again..hugss =)

and boo..ur goin back soon i guess..jus wanna tell u i reali missed the times we had..talkin almost everydae and night..kinda sad we didnt talk much since u left for america..but thanks for being there for me when i reali needed someone..i will always appreciate it..

dun keep apologizing to me yah..i've told u i understand..so dun keep sayin sorry k? i know its difficult for u too..sometimes i do wish we could still be talkin like how we did..good frens with nothin to hide..but life gotta move on i guess..u've found someone and im reali glad for u..i shud be glad that i met u and be glad that we were good frens once before..but i'll be too selfish if i tell u that i wish we could be like how we used to be..so i dun expect u to do anythin yups? so dun apologize..cuz i understand..alright? in fact i shud sae sorry..cuz i feel like a nuisance disturbin u every now and then..so sorry..

hope u enjoyed yaself back in spore..tho we didnt get to talk much..its great to know that u've been having fun and enjoyin yaself..so take care of yaself when u get back to america ya? and always rem..there'll always be a nuisance(thats me) around..i'll be there if u need someone to talk to ya..=) hugs..

hmmz..jus came home not long ago..was a tiring dae..i had to learn quite alot of stuffs..i hope i managed to catch most of it and i hope i will remember them when i take charge next week..ah gosh..im quite scared i'll screw things up..sigh..my head's like burstin with all the procedures and stuff..wish me luck..

i need to go chill and relax..and i havent caught a movie outside for pretty long..onli catch old movies in camp during lunchtime..i need to catch up on shows soon..

oh yes..driving starts on 17aug! whee! cant wait to get my licence..haha..

and darn..i need to retake SAT..argh..SMU will onli offer me an accountancy place if i score 1300 and above..sigh..hope i'll do well..i havent kept in touch with my books since a's ended..somebody help me..sigh..

feeling rather disappointed yet again..sigh..i guess god is jus playin tricks on me..forever bringin me back from the brink of disappointment at the last possible moment..making me hopeful..and then hit me with disappointment yet again..sigh..this feelin kinda suck..argh..

isit jus me or does pisces and gemini jus cant seem to get along? sigh..